Silent support

One of the hardest things is knowing He is dealing with something painful or difficult and that there is not much at all I can do to help. I respect Daddy's privacy and won't discuss but in general he copes with a lot. And when something unexpected happens, He handles it like the amazing person he is. With calm and grace. All I can do is tell him I'm here for him. He doesn't get emotional and will deal with whatever life brings. Still, I know he has feelings and fears like everyone. Times like these, I wish I could take his struggles away. All I can do is be calm and strong for him. Silently supporting my daddy so he can tend to what he needs to tend to, is the best I can do. Wish I could do more but I know he just needs me to stay strong and let him handle things.

QT

I acted up again and Daddy has been gracious enough to set aside time for us to spend quality time this evening. Pretty sure he knows no matter how upset I get, it stems from wanting to spend time.

Gonna wear a skirt and make sure house is clean and tidy. Looking forward to seeing my daddy and pleasing him, is almost as sweet as the actual thing, not quite though.

Wish everyone in my real life saw how he is with me: patient, understanding, loving. They would understand in a heartbeat why I'm stuck on him forever.

Now off to walk the pup and just focus mundane things to help stay relaxed.